Just last night, Koli and I were talking about the two miscarriages I have had. It made me a bit sad, but also grateful. Sad because it's just a hard thing to go through and grateful because of the blessings (Moalana and the baby I'm currently carrying) we received after.
When it all comes down to it, the Lord knows when we're ready to have children. If I didn't have the first miscarriage, I wouldn't have Moalana. If I didn't have the second miscarriage, I wouldn't have this little blessing in my womb. I know that the Lord has a plan for our family. We just have to appreciate the blessings he sends our way at his own timing. I know I am blessed!